Rough night. After getting ready for bed I found out the business my oldest daughter bought was not doing well. Started tossing and turning in bed. She bought this business paid cash and because of the previous owner pre ordering for the year had a 50,000 bill for Christmas. Well she didn't make back what she owed and is now willing to throw in the towel due to the ex owner calling and screaming at her as well as rude customers throughout the holiday season. I want to help her have no idea how to help her and am sick she may have lost her life savings. I know they say through failure we learn success but we all want to protect our kids and stop them from making the same mistakes we did. Just six years ago I lost my life savings due to a job loss then taking a gamble on my own business. Woke up several times during the night. This morning have a headache and mouth feels yucky. In addition I dreamt that I just quit in the middle of all of it and started eating food! Right now I feel as if my heart is pounding in my chest even though I know it is not.
I weighed myself. I am down another pound yet I still have this give up attitude. Don't feel tired today but lethargic. The kind where you want to crawl in bed and do nothing. I noticed my tongue was coated as people say from detoxing. It was a bit yellow tinged. Wonder if that is from the carrots or from some drug I have been ingesting over the last year. Did not take my naprosyn this morning but taking it to work just in case. I think I will skip going to cafeteria. I have one friend that isn't supportive and afraid if I go hang out with them at lunch if she continues to talk bad about what I am doing my morale would decrease even quicker. I am taking my ice bottle to roll my foot over in case foot pain becomes intolerable. Will write more after work! Good luck to everyone!
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